Note: There is some Sex in this entry- so if you think it's icky or are young do not read the last 3 paragraphs!
Dear Diary,
I've missed writing in you so much,it's been 8 YEARS! I am now 16. So much has happened Grandpa Charlie got married,I skipped a few grades and now have graduated High School and will soon be going to collage! OH diary....the most wonderful news is I'M MARRIED AT 16! I was engaged to my dear Jacob Black at 14 years old and we waited 2 years,so we could have the most wonderful wedding! It was wonderful! He engaged me on the LaPush beach while the sun was setting! There we had a little picnic and then he took my hand and got on one knee and Jacob said
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen,I promise to love you and look after you for eternity,spend each and every day with you. Will you do the honor of marrying me?" and he held out a sparkling silver colored box and opened it,in there was the most beautiful ring,silver and shiny and all!!
I said "Jacob Black I will do the honor of marrying you!"
He said "Thank you Renesmee." Then he kissed me then slid the ring onto my finger.
I said "Jake...I'm only 14,I can't get married yet!"
He said "Oh yes we can,but we can wait if you want! Your parents gave me the blessing to let me marry you!"
I said "They DID? Well lets not think about that right now we've go to go get my Aunt Alice to help plan the wedding!"
He said "Really you want to get married this quickly? Well lets wait 2 years when you're 16....well next week IS your 15th Birthday!"
I said in a very excited voice "Yes,we'll have the best wedding ever when I'm 16!" Those two years went very quickly and Aunt Alice planned the wedding.
The wedding was the most wonderful thing I have ever experienced. We had the wedding almost just like my parents did,but we had Jacob's Quileute things in it too! I asked Aunt Rosalie to do my hair like she did my moms. Mom was happy that I would be with my love for the rest of my life,sad because I wasn't her little girl anymore! On the wedding day she came into my bedroom and said "Wake up Mrs.Black,it's your special day!" Then dad came in and said
"Everything is set up Mrs.Renesmee Carlie Cullen Black!" He and Jacob have gotten alone ever since my engagement. Soon it was finally time. I was in moms wedding dress and her veil. I was beautiful. Jacob wasn't allowed to see me until the wedding. Esme and Aunt Alice were busy seeing if everyone was there and putting the final touches on everything. It was finally time for me to go walk down the aisle. I walked gracefully down the aisle with dad,I saw the pack,the vampires that came to help defend me against the Volturi when I was a baby. I saw Jacob grinning. I finally got to the end of the aisle with dad. I stepped up by the minister. Jacob stepped closer to me. The minister said some Quileute prayers. Then me and Jacob stepped towards each other,facing each other. The words finally came!
The minister said "Jacob Black repeat after me"
Jacob repeated the words "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, I promise to love you forever and take care of you the rest of our lives"
I repeated after the minister "Jacob Black, I promise to love you forever and take care of you for the rest of our lives!"
The minister said "Jacob Black do you take this woman as your lawfully wedded wife?"
Jacob said happily "I do!"
The minister said "Renesmee Cullen do you take this man as your lawfully wedded husband?"
I said in almost tears "I do!" Jake placed a ring on my left ring finger,I did the same to him. We kissed and it seemed like forever!
The minister said "I pronounce you husband and wife! Presenting Mr. and Mrs. Black!
Mom looked like she would cry if she was able to,so did Esme!
Aunt Alice shrieked "SHE'S MARRIED!"
Everyone was coming up to us and hugging us. Mom came up to me and Jacob and hugged me so tight and said
"My 16 year old,girl is married,to my best friend!"
I said "I know mom, I love you. I won't be far remember Esme remodeled Jacob's house and it's like a medium sized cottage now!!!"
Dad came up and said "Nessie we all love you,remember that!"
I said "I know I'm much older,but where isZafrina? I want to see some pictures"
I guess she heard her name and came over to me and said "Renesmee your full grown! I've missed you! You want to see come pictures?" Then showed me some pretty pictures!
Aunt Alice came over to me and my husband,Jacob,saying it was time for us to leave for our honeymoon!
Guess where we went for our honeymoon? ISLE ESME!!!!! Esme is so nice letting us go there. Dad told me not to destroy anything and Jacob not to bite any pillows? Huh? Well we went there and it was the prettiest place I've ever been to. It was just like how mom and dad described it! Jacob was just as shocked as me of how beautiful it was! The first thing we did was explore the house,we picked the blue room to sleep in..together. Sleeping in the same bed together for the first time. I love Jacob so so SO much!! Shockingly Jacob asked me
"Nessie have you ever wanted a child?"
I said "Yes,I wanted and still want a beautiful child with you...and my parents said we could after we're married!"
Jacob said "Yea,and we are married. I don't mean to like offend you,because we just got married but do you want to...you know try to have a baby? I love you so much and just want to have every part of you in me!"
I said "I do to Jacob...and you didn't offend me..I WANT to try to have a baby,I want every part of you in me too!"
He said "Tonight when it's darker and the sun is setting...do you want to try?I've waited so long since we learned years ago that you can have kids.
I said "Jacob,yes....we'll try."
He said "Who other than me would know you wanted this so badly?"
I said "No one,but I love you more than anything or anyone in the universe!"
He said "Nessie would you like to now....look how beautiful it is outside,with the sun starting to set. Now or later?"
I said "Would you mind...now?"
He said "Okay Mrs.Black!"
He took off his clothes....all of them. So I took off my dress and everything,but the dress got stuck over my head, so Jake helped me get it off. He then took off the rest of my clothes. He took me into his arms and hugged me and we had...you know what. His warm body wrapped around me. He said
"I love you Renesmee"
I said "We'll be together forever and ever...maybe with a beautiful child." Then I pulled his warm body closer to me.
He said "Maybe with a child,but child or no child I will love you forever and ever" He hugged me tighter. I started to fall asleep in his arms.
My lover,Jake said "Go to sleep Nessie sleep tight,it's been a long day,I love you" Then I feel asleep in his arms and I felt his warm body go away from me and he set me on something very soft...I'm assuming it was the bed.
Love forever,
Mrs.Renesmee Carlie Cullen Black
Dear Diary,
I've missed writing in you so much,it's been 8 YEARS! I am now 16. So much has happened Grandpa Charlie got married,I skipped a few grades and now have graduated High School and will soon be going to collage! OH diary....the most wonderful news is I'M MARRIED AT 16! I was engaged to my dear Jacob Black at 14 years old and we waited 2 years,so we could have the most wonderful wedding! It was wonderful! He engaged me on the LaPush beach while the sun was setting! There we had a little picnic and then he took my hand and got on one knee and Jacob said
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen,I promise to love you and look after you for eternity,spend each and every day with you. Will you do the honor of marrying me?" and he held out a sparkling silver colored box and opened it,in there was the most beautiful ring,silver and shiny and all!!
I said "Jacob Black I will do the honor of marrying you!"
He said "Thank you Renesmee." Then he kissed me then slid the ring onto my finger.
I said "Jake...I'm only 14,I can't get married yet!"
He said "Oh yes we can,but we can wait if you want! Your parents gave me the blessing to let me marry you!"
I said "They DID? Well lets not think about that right now we've go to go get my Aunt Alice to help plan the wedding!"
He said "Really you want to get married this quickly? Well lets wait 2 years when you're 16....well next week IS your 15th Birthday!"
I said in a very excited voice "Yes,we'll have the best wedding ever when I'm 16!" Those two years went very quickly and Aunt Alice planned the wedding.
The wedding was the most wonderful thing I have ever experienced. We had the wedding almost just like my parents did,but we had Jacob's Quileute things in it too! I asked Aunt Rosalie to do my hair like she did my moms. Mom was happy that I would be with my love for the rest of my life,sad because I wasn't her little girl anymore! On the wedding day she came into my bedroom and said "Wake up Mrs.Black,it's your special day!" Then dad came in and said
"Everything is set up Mrs.Renesmee Carlie Cullen Black!" He and Jacob have gotten alone ever since my engagement. Soon it was finally time. I was in moms wedding dress and her veil. I was beautiful. Jacob wasn't allowed to see me until the wedding. Esme and Aunt Alice were busy seeing if everyone was there and putting the final touches on everything. It was finally time for me to go walk down the aisle. I walked gracefully down the aisle with dad,I saw the pack,the vampires that came to help defend me against the Volturi when I was a baby. I saw Jacob grinning. I finally got to the end of the aisle with dad. I stepped up by the minister. Jacob stepped closer to me. The minister said some Quileute prayers. Then me and Jacob stepped towards each other,facing each other. The words finally came!
The minister said "Jacob Black repeat after me"
Jacob repeated the words "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, I promise to love you forever and take care of you the rest of our lives"
I repeated after the minister "Jacob Black, I promise to love you forever and take care of you for the rest of our lives!"
The minister said "Jacob Black do you take this woman as your lawfully wedded wife?"
Jacob said happily "I do!"
The minister said "Renesmee Cullen do you take this man as your lawfully wedded husband?"
I said in almost tears "I do!" Jake placed a ring on my left ring finger,I did the same to him. We kissed and it seemed like forever!
The minister said "I pronounce you husband and wife! Presenting Mr. and Mrs. Black!
Mom looked like she would cry if she was able to,so did Esme!
Aunt Alice shrieked "SHE'S MARRIED!"
Everyone was coming up to us and hugging us. Mom came up to me and Jacob and hugged me so tight and said
"My 16 year old,girl is married,to my best friend!"
I said "I know mom, I love you. I won't be far remember Esme remodeled Jacob's house and it's like a medium sized cottage now!!!"
Dad came up and said "Nessie we all love you,remember that!"
I said "I know I'm much older,but where isZafrina? I want to see some pictures"
I guess she heard her name and came over to me and said "Renesmee your full grown! I've missed you! You want to see come pictures?" Then showed me some pretty pictures!
Aunt Alice came over to me and my husband,Jacob,saying it was time for us to leave for our honeymoon!
Guess where we went for our honeymoon? ISLE ESME!!!!! Esme is so nice letting us go there. Dad told me not to destroy anything and Jacob not to bite any pillows? Huh? Well we went there and it was the prettiest place I've ever been to. It was just like how mom and dad described it! Jacob was just as shocked as me of how beautiful it was! The first thing we did was explore the house,we picked the blue room to sleep in..together. Sleeping in the same bed together for the first time. I love Jacob so so SO much!! Shockingly Jacob asked me
"Nessie have you ever wanted a child?"
I said "Yes,I wanted and still want a beautiful child with you...and my parents said we could after we're married!"
Jacob said "Yea,and we are married. I don't mean to like offend you,because we just got married but do you want to...you know try to have a baby? I love you so much and just want to have every part of you in me!"
I said "I do to Jacob...and you didn't offend me..I WANT to try to have a baby,I want every part of you in me too!"
He said "Tonight when it's darker and the sun is setting...do you want to try?I've waited so long since we learned years ago that you can have kids.
I said "Jacob,yes....we'll try."
He said "Who other than me would know you wanted this so badly?"
I said "No one,but I love you more than anything or anyone in the universe!"
He said "Nessie would you like to now....look how beautiful it is outside,with the sun starting to set. Now or later?"
I said "Would you mind...now?"
He said "Okay Mrs.Black!"
He took off his clothes....all of them. So I took off my dress and everything,but the dress got stuck over my head, so Jake helped me get it off. He then took off the rest of my clothes. He took me into his arms and hugged me and we had...you know what. His warm body wrapped around me. He said
"I love you Renesmee"
I said "We'll be together forever and ever...maybe with a beautiful child." Then I pulled his warm body closer to me.
He said "Maybe with a child,but child or no child I will love you forever and ever" He hugged me tighter. I started to fall asleep in his arms.
My lover,Jake said "Go to sleep Nessie sleep tight,it's been a long day,I love you" Then I feel asleep in his arms and I felt his warm body go away from me and he set me on something very soft...I'm assuming it was the bed.
Love forever,
Mrs.Renesmee Carlie Cullen Black