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Dear Diary,
I had the most romantic and amazing Valentine's Day ever. Especially since I now have a family with Jacob. The Jacob and the twins made me breakfast. Well the twins apparently tried to help,but supposedly they ended up making a mess. The mess was cleaned up quickly. The twins are starting to speak well,they look like they're 6months,and they are crawling. It's so cute watching them. Well they ended up making me some eggs,sausage,and some toast. They also gave me some blood to drink,but I'm starting to prefer human food much more than blood. Of course Jacob ate some of the food. We put the twins in highchairs by the table, and we feed them some mashed carrots and we let them have some chocolate pudding. They liked it a lot,because they tried to grab the spoon from me or Jake. We gave E.J a bottle,and Janessie got milk. She HATES formula! So I still breastfeed her. Well once we finished breakfast my phone started ringing,so I ran over to answer it. It was text message from Leah so I texted her back.
Leah: Renesmee, expect 2 C 2 people at ur door in about 10 minutes.
Me: Okay? Is it u&Seth?
Leah: Might be,might now.
Me: Yea it is! Janessie and E.J will want 2 c u both.
Leah: Oh crud Seth is going to smash us. C u soon.
That was what happened. I went back into the kitchen and, said "Guess who's coming over?"
Jacob said " Your family?"
I laughed and said "Wow Jake,I would just tell you that!" I went over to my two beautiful babies and said, "Janessie,Seth is coming over. E.J, Leah is coming over!" Janessie screeched with excitement, and E.J smiled. I laughed at my daughter.
Jacob groaned and said, "They're coming? They'll never leave us alone! How long are they staying for?"
I answered, "Yes,I know,and I have no clue." I picked up E.J and Jacob picked up Janessie. I put my hand on Janessie's small cheek and showed her a picture of Leah as a wolf. Then Janessie decided that she wanted to look like a wolf and looked exactly like a wolf except she still had her arms,legs,and face non-wolf-a-fied!
I said "Jness please stop being a wolf-y for right now." E.J looked at Janessie and,said "Janess stop being wolf." It was funny,because E.J used my voice. Then Janessie smiled and all her 'fur' started to go away and we started laughing at her. She looked like she was going to cry,but then she started laughing in her high voice. Then we heard the doorbell ring. I went and answered it. Sure enough it was Seth and Leah. They told me,Jacob,E.J,and Janessie to go outside for a while or something. I was thinking What on earth are they going to DO? So Jacob and I took the twins outside to the pool house,because it was cold outside. Fifteen minutes later Seth came and told us to come back into the house.
We went back into the house and there were balloons that said "I love You", "Happy Valentine's Day" , "Be Mine" . They brought some cute blankets,pillows,and toys for the twins. SO CUTE! They even put a pink table cloth over our table and put a cake on it. The icing said "Jacob Black and Renesmee Black Love Forever" I said, "Oh my gosh! Thank you Leah,Seth! You did a wonderful job decorating. Thank you for the cake!"
Seth said, "Don't thank me it was Leah's idea." I ran up and hugged Leah,she hugged me back.
I laughed and said, "It's hard to believe that when my mom was pregnant with me,you didn't want me to be born!"
Leah said sheepishly, "Yea I know. I really regret when I said those things about you. I mean I LOVE you now. Your family!"
Jacob mumbled "Though you'd never say that. You'll be family when you become my daughter-in-law" Seth had gone and picked up Janessie and started talking to her. He took out a stuffed love monkey and she starred at it and smiled. I gasped,I knew she was going to do what she would do. She started to look like a monkey. She had a tail,fur,a cute monkey nose,monkey ears,and her adorable self.
Seth gasped "What did she j j just d d do wait is something happening to her?"
Leah said "What did it look like?" Janessie laughed,but it sounded more like a monkey's laugh. I held my arms out to Seth motioning for him to give me the 'monkey' he handed he over to me. I said,"Jness how about we look like a little multi-breed again?" She started to lose all her monkey parts. Jacob started saying, "Well you see. We didn't tell you,because we wanted to show you. E.J also has a gift,he can mock ANY ONES voice." We got into a long discussion about the twins. It started to get dark out and Leah said, "Renesmee,Jacob, go in the kitchen. Just go in and we will be taking the twins on a car ride." I opened my mouth to speak about the car ride,but Seth interrupted and said, "Don't worry we can take car of babies we took care of Levi and drove him around. Oh and Leah's driving. Yes we have the baby carrier car-seats in. Take your time. Call us when ya want them home!" I gave them an approval to take the twins out and Jacob gave them his approval too. We went into the kitchen and there was a candle on the table with flowers around it. Spaghetti was set on two plates with water in glass cups. Jake and I smiled he kissed me,we held that kiss for a while. We ate our dinner and discussed Jacob getting a job. He said he would like to teach and he would also like to fix things. My suggestion for him was a mechanics teacher at the high school, because the school the working on cars and stuff was one of their electives. After that little conversation with Jake and I were left alone appreciating our special time together. I knew times like these would become less and less often and I knew enough to enjoy and appreciate every second of it. "Renesmee," Jacob's rich voice rung in my ears, although it was just a whisper. He wrapped his strong arms around me. "For now forget about Janessie and EJ, Ness. It's our night." He pressed his lips to my ear lightly, and I giggled. I made a quick adjustment to the house and now, candles were the only light source. The cheesy balloons were long gone and romantic love songs were playing lightly. The dinner table was set up appropriately, and everything was perfect. "Mr. Black, you are the only thing on my mind right now," I returned to his warm embrace and kissed his lips lightly before leading him to the table I set up just moments ago. "Well, my beautiful Mrs Black, you are the only thing on my mind... ever." A grin splayed on his face, but his eyes showed flashes of genuine emotions of love.The night rode on, flying past too fast. Everything had been hectic, for a long while with everything going on. I have always loved him, in a way words couldn't describe. Our love... it isn't definable. It is more than love, lust. It is a need, a kind of yearning that would not - could not - fade out, in any way. Every time he speaks, every move he makes makes me fall harder for him. I know that we are married with children but the buzz of young love between us will never die. Jacob has grown from the adorable protective big brother to the best friend ever, and now, my soulmate and husband. Not many people can live such a fulfilling life - married and in love with adorable children at 16, having the most wonderful family anybody could ever dream of. I am lucky, and I know it.This night of romance gradually progressed into something... more than just an evening of romance. We went from the dinner table to the bed where inexplicable action happened. I burned in flames of animosity and I was in a place that didn't exist, in a place where Jacob was everywhere, in a place where all worries, frets, frustration turned into ash. I tied myself to him every way possible, and we tangled together with everything we have and maybe just an ounce of lust. It was my place and I refuse to ever let go of it.With
Love,
Renesmee
Dear Diary,
I had the most romantic and amazing Valentine's Day ever. Especially since I now have a family with Jacob. The Jacob and the twins made me breakfast. Well the twins apparently tried to help,but supposedly they ended up making a mess. The mess was cleaned up quickly. The twins are starting to speak well,they look like they're 6months,and they are crawling. It's so cute watching them. Well they ended up making me some eggs,sausage,and some toast. They also gave me some blood to drink,but I'm starting to prefer human food much more than blood. Of course Jacob ate some of the food. We put the twins in highchairs by the table, and we feed them some mashed carrots and we let them have some chocolate pudding. They liked it a lot,because they tried to grab the spoon from me or Jake. We gave E.J a bottle,and Janessie got milk. She HATES formula! So I still breastfeed her. Well once we finished breakfast my phone started ringing,so I ran over to answer it. It was text message from Leah so I texted her back.
Leah: Renesmee, expect 2 C 2 people at ur door in about 10 minutes.
Me: Okay? Is it u&Seth?
Leah: Might be,might now.
Me: Yea it is! Janessie and E.J will want 2 c u both.
Leah: Oh crud Seth is going to smash us. C u soon.
That was what happened. I went back into the kitchen and, said "Guess who's coming over?"
Jacob said " Your family?"
I laughed and said "Wow Jake,I would just tell you that!" I went over to my two beautiful babies and said, "Janessie,Seth is coming over. E.J, Leah is coming over!" Janessie screeched with excitement, and E.J smiled. I laughed at my daughter.
Jacob groaned and said, "They're coming? They'll never leave us alone! How long are they staying for?"
I answered, "Yes,I know,and I have no clue." I picked up E.J and Jacob picked up Janessie. I put my hand on Janessie's small cheek and showed her a picture of Leah as a wolf. Then Janessie decided that she wanted to look like a wolf and looked exactly like a wolf except she still had her arms,legs,and face non-wolf-a-fied!
I said "Jness please stop being a wolf-y for right now." E.J looked at Janessie and,said "Janess stop being wolf." It was funny,because E.J used my voice. Then Janessie smiled and all her 'fur' started to go away and we started laughing at her. She looked like she was going to cry,but then she started laughing in her high voice. Then we heard the doorbell ring. I went and answered it. Sure enough it was Seth and Leah. They told me,Jacob,E.J,and Janessie to go outside for a while or something. I was thinking What on earth are they going to DO? So Jacob and I took the twins outside to the pool house,because it was cold outside. Fifteen minutes later Seth came and told us to come back into the house.
We went back into the house and there were balloons that said "I love You", "Happy Valentine's Day" , "Be Mine" . They brought some cute blankets,pillows,and toys for the twins. SO CUTE! They even put a pink table cloth over our table and put a cake on it. The icing said "Jacob Black and Renesmee Black Love Forever" I said, "Oh my gosh! Thank you Leah,Seth! You did a wonderful job decorating. Thank you for the cake!"
Seth said, "Don't thank me it was Leah's idea." I ran up and hugged Leah,she hugged me back.
I laughed and said, "It's hard to believe that when my mom was pregnant with me,you didn't want me to be born!"
Leah said sheepishly, "Yea I know. I really regret when I said those things about you. I mean I LOVE you now. Your family!"
Jacob mumbled "Though you'd never say that. You'll be family when you become my daughter-in-law" Seth had gone and picked up Janessie and started talking to her. He took out a stuffed love monkey and she starred at it and smiled. I gasped,I knew she was going to do what she would do. She started to look like a monkey. She had a tail,fur,a cute monkey nose,monkey ears,and her adorable self.
Seth gasped "What did she j j just d d do wait is something happening to her?"
Leah said "What did it look like?" Janessie laughed,but it sounded more like a monkey's laugh. I held my arms out to Seth motioning for him to give me the 'monkey' he handed he over to me. I said,"Jness how about we look like a little multi-breed again?" She started to lose all her monkey parts. Jacob started saying, "Well you see. We didn't tell you,because we wanted to show you. E.J also has a gift,he can mock ANY ONES voice." We got into a long discussion about the twins. It started to get dark out and Leah said, "Renesmee,Jacob, go in the kitchen. Just go in and we will be taking the twins on a car ride." I opened my mouth to speak about the car ride,but Seth interrupted and said, "Don't worry we can take car of babies we took care of Levi and drove him around. Oh and Leah's driving. Yes we have the baby carrier car-seats in. Take your time. Call us when ya want them home!" I gave them an approval to take the twins out and Jacob gave them his approval too. We went into the kitchen and there was a candle on the table with flowers around it. Spaghetti was set on two plates with water in glass cups. Jake and I smiled he kissed me,we held that kiss for a while. We ate our dinner and discussed Jacob getting a job. He said he would like to teach and he would also like to fix things. My suggestion for him was a mechanics teacher at the high school, because the school the working on cars and stuff was one of their electives. After that little conversation with Jake and I were left alone appreciating our special time together. I knew times like these would become less and less often and I knew enough to enjoy and appreciate every second of it. "Renesmee," Jacob's rich voice rung in my ears, although it was just a whisper. He wrapped his strong arms around me. "For now forget about Janessie and EJ, Ness. It's our night." He pressed his lips to my ear lightly, and I giggled. I made a quick adjustment to the house and now, candles were the only light source. The cheesy balloons were long gone and romantic love songs were playing lightly. The dinner table was set up appropriately, and everything was perfect. "Mr. Black, you are the only thing on my mind right now," I returned to his warm embrace and kissed his lips lightly before leading him to the table I set up just moments ago. "Well, my beautiful Mrs Black, you are the only thing on my mind... ever." A grin splayed on his face, but his eyes showed flashes of genuine emotions of love.The night rode on, flying past too fast. Everything had been hectic, for a long while with everything going on. I have always loved him, in a way words couldn't describe. Our love... it isn't definable. It is more than love, lust. It is a need, a kind of yearning that would not - could not - fade out, in any way. Every time he speaks, every move he makes makes me fall harder for him. I know that we are married with children but the buzz of young love between us will never die. Jacob has grown from the adorable protective big brother to the best friend ever, and now, my soulmate and husband. Not many people can live such a fulfilling life - married and in love with adorable children at 16, having the most wonderful family anybody could ever dream of. I am lucky, and I know it.This night of romance gradually progressed into something... more than just an evening of romance. We went from the dinner table to the bed where inexplicable action happened. I burned in flames of animosity and I was in a place that didn't exist, in a place where Jacob was everywhere, in a place where all worries, frets, frustration turned into ash. I tied myself to him every way possible, and we tangled together with everything we have and maybe just an ounce of lust. It was my place and I refuse to ever let go of it.With
Love,
Renesmee