Dear Diary,
My due date is getting closer and closer. My babies they will be here so soon. I'm 4 1/2 months pregnant. I'm getting worried about when I give birth to them since I'm not 100 percent human! I've only told Jake and you...I'm worried about if the babies or I die when I'm in labor ! What if I die? What both babies and I die? What if Janessie dies and I live,or E.J dies and I live. What if just Janessie dies? What if E.J dies?? I don't thinkany of us will die. Jacob says I won't die or any of the babies.What if the Volturi comes!? I also am worried if any wolf imprints on the babies. I know it was fine when Jacob imprinted on me the minute I was born...well a while after I was born,but I want them to have NORMAL lives for a while. So I don't think I'll be letting many wolves that haven't imprinted by my children!!! They came because they thought I was an immortal child. What if they come,because they don't know what Janessie and E.J are? Oh yes today is a 4 1/2 month pregnancy it's in about Oh gosh 25 minutes. Ugh. The babies kick me harder then before,I wonder how hard they'll kick by the time I am almost due. It's like they are wrestling each other. I can't wait until they are born then I will get to see each of my beautiful babies and no more wrestling inside me. Mom is so supportive with me being pregnant young and helping out with stuff. Well she had me two days before her 19th birthday or her 1st vampire birthday. Well I was growing really quick in her so she didn't experience as much as I am and will. Carlisle thinks that the babies MIGHT have some special abilities.I wonder how fast they will grow at. If they do I wonder what the powers they would be. Oh man the appointment is soon and Jacob is out I'm going to text him now.
Me: Jake come home NOW don't u realize when the appointment is!?
Jacob: Oh crap,hon,I 4got. I'll be home in a few go in ur car.
Me: K,ILY so do Janessie Sarlla and E.J !
Jake: I'm almost home! Stop texting me or I'm going 2 crash! ILY and the babies 2. C u soon!
1 1/2 hours later.............
Dear Diary(again),
Janessie and E.J are still both healthy! I am about 32 centimeters. Jake and I heard the hear beats and saw them. They are almost the size of a newborn baby. The doctor said that they seem they might possibly be premature babies. Well sort of. So I might only have TWO and a HALF weeks until I have my beautiful babies in my arms. Jacob had tears when we hear their heart beats WOW! Well since you usually don't write just two letters and a dot as your child's birth certificate we decided we'll have the first name Edward and Middle name Jacob. I'm sure dad will love that. As I said before that I'm worried about the Volturi maybe coming......Alice would have told me wouldn't she? Or would dad have told me if he read Alice's mind? There's so much to do before they babies are born,especially if they come early!!! I'm sure my crazy,physic,party throwing,shopping aunt has planned to go torture everyone into buying more clothes and baby outfits!! Gosh we don't have many. This pregnancy thing is really messing up my mind. Well these times between this and the last entry Esme built in not 1 but 2 bedrooms in the house and an extra bathroom...a third one. Our house is huge now! We really need to finish the bedrooms for when we have Janessie and E.J in their own rooms. At first we will keep Janessie and E.J in our bedroom. There is still SO much to do and somewhat little time. Well we have painted the rooms. Janessie's is medium colored purple. E.J's is Bright Green(ask Alice why)! Both of the rooms have closets with some clothes and the cribs in them,both also have toys. We also made part of our huge living room into a little play area for them. The bathroom has ocean wallpaper!! I let Alice do most of the work,I had to fight with her over somethings and tell her it's MY house. Jacob would "help" Alice that means not following her directions. That's all I have to say for today
Love,
Renesmee
My due date is getting closer and closer. My babies they will be here so soon. I'm 4 1/2 months pregnant. I'm getting worried about when I give birth to them since I'm not 100 percent human! I've only told Jake and you...I'm worried about if the babies or I die when I'm in labor ! What if I die? What both babies and I die? What if Janessie dies and I live,or E.J dies and I live. What if just Janessie dies? What if E.J dies?? I don't thinkany of us will die. Jacob says I won't die or any of the babies.What if the Volturi comes!? I also am worried if any wolf imprints on the babies. I know it was fine when Jacob imprinted on me the minute I was born...well a while after I was born,but I want them to have NORMAL lives for a while. So I don't think I'll be letting many wolves that haven't imprinted by my children!!! They came because they thought I was an immortal child. What if they come,because they don't know what Janessie and E.J are? Oh yes today is a 4 1/2 month pregnancy it's in about Oh gosh 25 minutes. Ugh. The babies kick me harder then before,I wonder how hard they'll kick by the time I am almost due. It's like they are wrestling each other. I can't wait until they are born then I will get to see each of my beautiful babies and no more wrestling inside me. Mom is so supportive with me being pregnant young and helping out with stuff. Well she had me two days before her 19th birthday or her 1st vampire birthday. Well I was growing really quick in her so she didn't experience as much as I am and will. Carlisle thinks that the babies MIGHT have some special abilities.I wonder how fast they will grow at. If they do I wonder what the powers they would be. Oh man the appointment is soon and Jacob is out I'm going to text him now.
Me: Jake come home NOW don't u realize when the appointment is!?
Jacob: Oh crap,hon,I 4got. I'll be home in a few go in ur car.
Me: K,ILY so do Janessie Sarlla and E.J !
Jake: I'm almost home! Stop texting me or I'm going 2 crash! ILY and the babies 2. C u soon!
1 1/2 hours later.............
Dear Diary(again),
Janessie and E.J are still both healthy! I am about 32 centimeters. Jake and I heard the hear beats and saw them. They are almost the size of a newborn baby. The doctor said that they seem they might possibly be premature babies. Well sort of. So I might only have TWO and a HALF weeks until I have my beautiful babies in my arms. Jacob had tears when we hear their heart beats WOW! Well since you usually don't write just two letters and a dot as your child's birth certificate we decided we'll have the first name Edward and Middle name Jacob. I'm sure dad will love that. As I said before that I'm worried about the Volturi maybe coming......Alice would have told me wouldn't she? Or would dad have told me if he read Alice's mind? There's so much to do before they babies are born,especially if they come early!!! I'm sure my crazy,physic,party throwing,shopping aunt has planned to go torture everyone into buying more clothes and baby outfits!! Gosh we don't have many. This pregnancy thing is really messing up my mind. Well these times between this and the last entry Esme built in not 1 but 2 bedrooms in the house and an extra bathroom...a third one. Our house is huge now! We really need to finish the bedrooms for when we have Janessie and E.J in their own rooms. At first we will keep Janessie and E.J in our bedroom. There is still SO much to do and somewhat little time. Well we have painted the rooms. Janessie's is medium colored purple. E.J's is Bright Green(ask Alice why)! Both of the rooms have closets with some clothes and the cribs in them,both also have toys. We also made part of our huge living room into a little play area for them. The bathroom has ocean wallpaper!! I let Alice do most of the work,I had to fight with her over somethings and tell her it's MY house. Jacob would "help" Alice that means not following her directions. That's all I have to say for today
Love,
Renesmee